Rest In Peace, Zoe Leniston.

Zoe Maria Leniston

Suicided on 15 November 2006. Loved and treasured daughter of Mary Heineman (Grado Italy) and Martin Leniston (deceased). Beautiful sister of Nathaniel (Queenstown) and Luke (deceased). Messages to the Leniston Family can be sent to P0 Box 14366 Kilbimle. A service for Zoe will be held in the Cathedral of the Sacred Heart, Hill Street, Thorndon, Wellington on Tuesday 21 November 2006 at 1:00pm followed by private cremation. Harbour Clty Funeral Home FDANZ Tel 387-8001

Today I had two friends from New Zealand come visit me at Hellbourne Choppers, after 6 years of me being away. And I got the news.

Zoe was easily one of the most beautiful hearts this world has ever produced, and one of this worlds most beautiful women all over. Her intelligence and capacity for understanding were limitless, and it's so frustrating having to write this, because words could never do her justice. This is just another shitty obituary, for someone who should never have left us so soon.

When I left New Zealand, I lost touch with pretty much everyone, except those I have since bumped into here in Australia. And I regret it badly, letting life get in the way so much, because now I have lost two of the best ones forever. I wish I didn't have so many dead friends. It wasn't on purpose, when I went it was kinda sudden, and I hadn't caught up with everyone to get their contacts. Not making that mistake again.

When Zoe and I broke up, it was nothing personal. I had to leave, because I was constanty on the road, and never home enough to justify wasting someone else's time like that. We stayed very close friends, but due to my touring schedule, we didn't see each other enough. I never stopped loving her, and I never will.

This will sound terrrible, but I always knew she'd die this way, which makes me so angry I didn't get around to looking her up. Zoe had had such a hard life, and because of her physical beauty she found it impossibly hard to find friends who could see past that, and see HER. So many people in her scene wanted a piece of her, and it was rare to never she would actually be understood by anyone.

We had it 100% right on, we got each other, and it was beautiful for as long as it lasted.

I am devastated, and as usual, in times like these, all I can do is remember the person she was, the lovely time we spent, and to keep close the residual energy of her memory.

"I hope you have finally found peace, and I am so sorry your last momets on this earth had to be so desperate, painful, and alone.

Love always."


This is knifey, from 'the internet'.